Number 1: Simulating Your Death – A Narcissist’s Sick Fantasy.
They simulate your death to see how they feel about you. Yes, you heard me right. When no one is around, some narcissists go to a strange mental place. One of the easiest things they do is mentally simulate your death. Of course, not because they love you, not because they would miss you, or they are exploring some worst-case scenario. They are checking something. They want to see if they would feel anything at all. Would they feel free? Would they be able to move on and finally be happy? Would they enjoy the power they would have in the situation? Or would they enjoy the people’s sympathy for being the grieving one? Or would they feel rage because, even in death, you would still have more attention than them? They might even cry. But please don’t mistake it for grief; it is self-pity. The tears are for the narcissist left behind, not for the person who is gone.
In this sick rehearsal, they imagine people flocking to them, consoling them, or praising their strength, or not finding out who did the deed. They create imaginary conversations and funeral speeches where they still control the narrative. This fake death gives them a chance to test drive your absence while fantasizing about how to rewrite your story in their favor. It’s, of course, not love; as I said, it’s rehearsal—a sick secret ritual where your humanity is reduced to a prop for fantasy. This is how they murder you in their imagination when they cannot do it in reality.
And understand, when a narcissist does this, when a point comes in a relationship where a narcissist starts thinking about this stuff, either it is becoming really dangerous, or you have given them a narcissistic injury big enough that they feel totally powerless before you.
Recommended Book: Becoming the Narcissist’s Nightmare: How to Devalue and Discard the Narcissist While Supplying Yourself- By Shahida Arabi.
Number 2: Secret Se£xµal Fantasies – Crossing Dangerous Boundaries.
They go on a crazy s£xµal trip. When the mask comes off and no one is around, narcissists go far. They indulge in secret s£xµal fantasies they would never admit to in public. And some of these go so far off the rails. They are not just private; they are criminal, predatory, and soul-deadening. There are narcissists who watch content so degrading that it would make you sick to your stomach. Some even cross lines with animals.
Yes, bestiality. Because it’s not about attraction; you remember, it’s about the whole. It’s about domination, about doing the one thing no one expects, about shocking even themselves. You know what I’m talking about. They like the thrill of pushing boundaries that should never be touched. That’s what turns them on—the sense of taboo. The idea that they are untouchable.
They enjoy the power of secrecy, of knowing they can hide this side of them and still fool the world. And if they are in a relationship, they find their own ways to cheat without ever getting caught. They will create fake profiles, hire escorts to exchange perverted videos while acting like your royal and loyal partner. They like betraying you under your nose. It gives them a high—the secret, the deception, the danger. It is a twisted version of intimacy. But the scariest part is, even these dark trips do not satisfy them because it’s never enough. They just keep escalating.
Recommended Book: How To Kill A Narcissist: Debunking The Myth Of Narcissism And Recovering From Narcissistic Abuse.
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